It was a time for us to pour out our hearts to God for the nation of Japan, But just before we began our prayer time we sang a song that says, "Ruin my life, the plans I have made, Ruin desires for my own selfish gain Destroy the idols that have take your place for it's You Alone I live for." We asked God to ruin any plans of ours that were not of Him. I trust He heard our prayers and will be faithful!
God showed me in these past few days what He wants to teach me this summer. The past few weeks have been very difficult for me in every way possible. Satan decided he wanted to weasel his way in a find any foothole he could, and I was not trusting the Words that God was trying so hard to get through to me. But this past two days God revealed to me what He was trying to teach me last week as I began reading through Isaiah. I started reading in chapter 40 and the same thing kept standing out to me "Do not be discouraged, Do not be dismayed... I have chosen you." I kept telling God I am trying so hard not to be discouraged, but satan continued bringing things to my mind that were discouraging.... I kept asking God why did you put me in this position I am inadequate, I am quiet , I am not a bold person, satan was using any lie he could dig up, the sad thing is they are all lies I have heard before (he never uses anything new). But this weekend God revealed to me through one of the missonaries Bible Study, that "God did not bring me to Japan for the Japanese people, He brought me to Japan for me." God was reminding me that when He showed me in His Word that He chose me (Isaiah 44), it wasn't just that He chose me for the position of the Lead Ladies Intern, but He chose me to come to Japan, He, the Creator of the universe, they One true God, Jehovah Jireh, chose me to be an instrument for Him here in Japan. He is also teaching me how to speak up for what is right, and not just think that because I am a quiet person my opinion doesn't matter. He has given me plenty of opportunities to speak up. I love when God reveals you a little glimpse of His intentions!
Please continue to pray for our team. God has brought about a sense of community and unity, and it is an answer to prayer! We have 19 new team members (high school interns) that arrived this past week and so pray that we can all get to know each other and that we all mesh well and can work together well!
Praise God for what He is doing and what He is going to do!


